ep·i·gram·ma [n]
1. Any witty, ingenious, or pointed saying tersely expressed.
2. A brief, interesting, memorable, and sometimes surprising or satirical statement.
Where Are You?
I'm wondering whether you care about me at all.
And I miss you. A lot!
Libellés : complicated, where
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Is There Any Feeling Other Than This?
I feel stuck. I keep so many things inside that I honestly to God feel like I am overflowing with emotions right now. It’s like I have filled every fucking inch of me with secrets and feelings that they are starting to leak through. It’s a big, unexpected wave. It’s like catching your breath. It’s that point where you trip and you find yourself free-falling to the ground and you know it’s going to hurt. It’s just so… all at once. I feel like there’s no time to think or time to hold it all in for a couple of more minutes. It’s just flowing out and there’s not one goddamn thing I can do about it; except feel. All the hurt, secrets, past, bad stuff… All the things I don’t want to feel or remember or think about come rushing at me. They go through me so quickly, I can’t even think straight. There’s just too much but apart of me is trying so hard not to feel anything at all; wanting so badly to fight back. It’s tiring and draining. I want to feel something other than this, anything at all. The only thing I can think of that isn’t self-destructive is to write and listen to music. It’s distracting and helps to an extent. But it’s not satisfying enough. What happens once I stop writing? What happens once the music stops playing?Libellés : complicated, life, mind
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Lemme Know That You're Okay Miles Away From Me
Bagaikan petir di siang bolong, hari gue yang indah tiba-tiba berbalik 180 derajat ketika dia bilang "I'll move to Qatar". Oh God, apalagi iniiii. Qatar itu jauh sekali. And I'll rarely meet him. Dia pindah sama seluruh keluarganya, nyusul bokapnya yang kerja disana. Gue ngeblank selama beberapa menit, kayak orang dongo. GUE SPEECHLESS!! SESPEECHLESS-SPEECHLESSNYA! Gila!! Can I meet him again? Kalo sekeluarga pasti ga akan mungkin balik lagi ke Bontang. And you know, I'll miss him a lot.Libellés : complicated, life, speechless
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