I do a lot of thinking before I go to sleep. I play scenes in my head, the things that I've done this day even it's funny or maybe bad. I practice the things I want to say. I make plans for the next day. I think of all the people I miss. I ask myself a lot of questions. And, I have endless "what if"s.
By the way, do you ever sit and think,



What if you had never said the first hello?
What if you kept your mouth shut and just let things pass?
What if you had just five more minutes?
What if you could turn back time and make it all stand still?
What if you could reach all your dreams without too much efforts?
What if you became another person?
What if you could run away and leave it all behind?
What if one day the sun won't rise again?
What if life just was a dream?
Where would your life be? Better? Worse? Less confused? More confused? Happier? Sadder?
Just, what if?

Libellés : mind, night, question, random

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Today, Jatinangor is pretty cold. According to the sources that I read, the temperature reached 18 degrees Celsius temperature. In fact, when I was in the room wearing a thick jacket, close the window, wearing a heater, and shut the door the air was still cold. so, here I am now a girl with a bandage compress on the forehead, covered with dolls and blankets, which are always sneezing all the time.

Okay, I think it's better if I go to sleep. Goodnight. Lemme enjoy this pretty cold night.

Libellés : cold, jatinangor, night

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Okay, it's almost 1 AM already, and I still awake. It's not because I don't want to sleep. But, I have to finish Diplomatic and Consular Law (ass)ignment. Oh crap! But thanks God, you save me. In the middle of my confusion, I have a stupid-midnight-chat with Ben. Yeah, once again, stranger, thank you. You always have something that surprised me.


Here's the Vienna Convention about The Internationally Protected Person


Here comes the stranger :p

Here's a list of down-tempo songs that accompany me this night:



1. Lostprophets - Always All Ways (Apologies, Glances And Messed Up Chances)
2. Lipstik Lipsing - Early Express
3. Karen O and The Kids - Hideaway
4. In Gratitude - Delirious
5. Club 8 - Love In December
6. The Field Mice - Between Hello and Goodbye
7. Death Cab for Cutie - Tiny Vessels
8. Copeland - Coffee
9. Bat for Lashes - Sad Eyes
10. Arctic Monkeys - Only Ones Who Know
11. The Submarines - Brightest Hour
12. The Trees and The Wild - Kata
13. The View - Face for The Radio
14. Azure Ray - Sleep
15. Coeur de pirate - C'était salement romantique

Good night. Wish you'll have a really good day tomorrow :)

Libellés : assignment, insomniac, music, night, nighthawk, playlist

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WHOOOAAAAA!!!!! I pass the selection of NTUMUN 2011, as one delegate from Padjadjaran University. Okay, see you at Nanyang Technological University, Singapore on 18th february 2011 :)

Libellés : college, mun, night, shocking, singapore

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1. Paramore - When It Rains
2. Radiohead - How To Disappear Completely
3. We Are Scientists - Worth The Wait
4. Wixel - Off You Go, Like A Setting Sun
5. God Is An Astronaut - Parallel Highway
6. The Beatles - Across The Universe
7. Bad Books - You Wouldn't Have To Ask
8. Broken Social Scene - Looks Just Like The Sun
9. Noel Gallagher - There's A Light That Never Goes Out
10. Muse - Falling Away With You
11. In Gratitude - Moving On
12. The Ghost Of A Saber Tooth Tiger - Jardin Du Luxembourg
13. Fleet Foxes - He Doesn't Know Why
14. Explosions In The Sky - Your Hand In Mine
15. Mew - Comforting Sounds

Goodnight :)

Libellés : insomnia, music, night

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It’s gloomy and wet and cold on Jatinangor today but I'm happily indoors at the moment. I'm sitting in my bed with my warm blanket around me, writing on my laptop, while raining outside. And I'm warming up again. Have a not really good day? Put on some good music and look at the stars and the sky, even it's just in a picture because really dark and pretty cold outside. OK, I’m done.

1. The Strokes - Under Control
2. Rise Against - Swing Life Away
3. Sky Sailing - Brielle
4. Yeah Yeah Yeahs - Hysteric
5. Taking Back Sunday - This Photograph Is Proof
6. Halfway Deserted - You Are My Heart
7. Wixel - On My Way To The Moon
8. Allred - Across The Universe
9. Coldplay - Life In Technicolor
10. Bat For Lashes - Sad Eyes
11. Death Cab For Cutie - Transatlanticism
12. Gregory And The Hawk - Boats And Birds
13. Letting Up Despite Great Faults - Folding Under Stories Told
14. Muse - Unintended
15. Oasis - Champagne Supernova


Darn you iTunes, you won't let me out from my room :p

Libellés : music, night, rainy

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It’s a pretty cold night so I’m gonna make myself some vanilla tea with a lil honey & cinnamon and enjoy the down tempo songs from Flica, Olafur Arnalds and Homogenic. Goodnight :)

Libellés : beverages, life, music, night, tea

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